gosh she would have been 3 this yr. it felt when u died time would never heal and ran really slowly the day u passed. i will never forget the morning i found u. u just looked asleep. all cold, clammy and pale. i just said to your dad was "I think she is dead. adrenalin kicked in but i felt time was passing so slowly and i was in my own little world. i didn't see what was happening round me till the ambulance came. the one thing i will never forget is your sister Mia who is 5 now, but at nearly 3 saw u laying there lifeless. she still remembers it to this day, but now she asks more questions bout u. born 6 1/2 wks prem weighing 4lb 14oz u were a good weight, no health probs, except u got pneumonia at 3 wks when u stopped breathing in my arms, i saved u once but couldn't again. u stayed in hospital for 8 days came home and u died 8 days later. Xmas passed, the only yr i didn't take any pics, it should have been your 1st one, except u r buried and had to have chrimbo with great-grandad Briggs is heaven and u will never have 1 with your sad family. a tribute is very hard to write when i only spent 5 wks with u, u had a very big impact on our lives in your short time on earth, but u shouldn't have died S.I.D.S shouldn't happen. it is the most horrible reason 4 some one to die, because all what u want are answers. and the hardest thing to come to terms with is cot death have no answers only speculation. but what i know is i love u so much, u should have started nursery this next yr, went to playgroup like your big bro and sis and start reception and all the other milestones u will never let me see. it makes me angry and sad how u died, i know it wasn't your fault it was your time to go but i love u so much and miss u. and thank u 4 sending Ruby to us because she has just celebrated her 1st bday. achieving all u couldn't 4 us and keeping our memories alive and making us believe she can survive because u r taking care of ruby and us all. i love u so much Lil chicken and i know we will meet again one sunny day on your cloud, over the rainbow. good-bye and nite nite mummy, daddy, Mia, mason and ruby xxx xxx xxx